I feel like letting it all out, all known!
Feel cooped up and all so terrible.
It makes no difference now. However so, so disadvantaged.
Carrying the bad. For honest things will bring blessings.
When and how long do I have to wait.
I can live happily now to show how much I am living.
But it's still not enough , you get what I mean?
Yes, revengeful thinking. All still so good as an angel.
A little by a litttle. Proving you how I looked better than before.
You made a big mistake, you can only stay outside of my heart.

How much can a person wear his mask.
How much he can sustain his trust for his love.
Forgoing the meaning of true heart.

These all tells how much he is worth, how shallow.

How much can she be initiatitive in to bring down her sex.
How successfully she can wear a person off.
How desperate one can get when sth is way too good in physical.
She can do so much for him, but he still says another piece to another.
He told me yours. Did he tell you mine?

I believe, none of the diff gender will tell each other the truth.
However much they are.
Do you?

One told me karma will come.
Has it meet its end?
Be true. Cus' no consolation will wipe out the tears.

Bastard, slut, shrew, asshole.
Even if you read these, stalker.
No term can make me feel better.
Because you dont know how much pain you have served me.
Only cus' I'll still treat you as a friend.

Shit. I think I need to stop asking.
I need to !!